Today I chat with my friend in YM. Not like ussual… today I make a lot of mistakes when typing whatever I want to say. He was teasing me and said that I might be nervous talking with him. I was thinking.. “Hmm…, am I really nervous talking to him?…” I’m not so sure about it. I know I’m happy at that time. I like talking to him. There’s always something positif he said that I can learn from. He said he’s not a teacher, but I like to learn from anybody, because I think not always teachers that can teach us something. And he always makes me smile everytime we chat and he’s hilarious and have mind of his own. He said it was “self confidence”…

He was saying that people can get their self confidence naturally, can be because of their social status, what they have, what they know, what they can do, their understanding or knowlegde of them self, know their limits. And we both agree that the best way of having self confidence is if it comes from within our self.. find the potential from within…, not about what we have or what we don’t have. But about knowing who we are, what we can and can not do. He said self confidence from within is (in Indonesian).. “percaya diri yang paripurna, kekal abadi selamanya”… Hmm… sometimes I don’t understand the word that he use. Maybe he was right, my Indonesian language is worst than my English.

Oh.. and one more thing… he remind me about making zero mistake. I can be a perfectionist sometimes, didn’t like to make any mistake, but no much people can accept that or have that way of thinking. And I’m very happy to find a friend that think a like.

It is always nice talking to you…